This is my diary, I guess read it and find out


My Diary

Feb 9, 2004

Not a ton went on today, found out that Aaron lied to me so I get to make a phone call to him tonight. Chantale and I went and walked the halls for most of the class today because we were bored - we've got a huge test in Anatomy and Physiology on Wednesday. Went to Anatomy and Physiology, English, Jazz band, and then American history. My American History teacher is so much fun, she loves what she does. After I got out of school I went to work - my little sister I guess got asked to prom, I think by my ex boyfriend, she's not going - I will stop it. Prom is going to be my night - she constantly follows me around and stuff - and I don't want to share my night, I know, I'm selfish but I deserve one night of being on my own without her.


Feb 10, 2004

Today was a white day in school - which means my medical class, study hall, wind ensemble and then my student aide class. I like most of my teachers on white days - sometimes they bug me tho, but doesn't everyone bug me? Not a ton went on today, tried to find out who asked my little sister to prom - couldn't find out but I have people checking for me.


Feb 11, 2004

God - everything sucks, I went to school today, being a purple day. I passed my Anatomy and Physiology test with a B, but I should have gotten better, I KNEW that stuff - I just choked. So for extra credit I'm going rock climbing tomorrow with my teacher - he's totally awesome. I want to retake it - he's giving people the chance, I'm going to just to see if I score 100% on it because I KNOW that material, or at least I should. We've been disecting cats for like almost 1 1/2 months. Today was the last day for a couple weeks that we had to get out our cats. 26 days till my birthday and I don't know what I want - what I really want is a trip to KC to get a prom dress - or to go to Chicago at the end of March, but I don't know if that will happen. My parents are really busy alot of the time with the business, but I guess it's what pays the bills. I miss having my parents around - I really do - I used to be really hateful to them and I regret it - every moment. I can't believe I was so bad - I was such a brat. I see my little sister now, and she's so rude to them - worse than I ever was I think. I mean, she does things that scare me - but I've got to let her find her own way. It's gonna be hard to sit back and watch - but she's not going to prom, I won't allow it, I told her that if she goes that I'm not going. She thinks I'm going to buy her dress. Anyways - I'm off to bed, I'll try to update soon.


Feb 13, 2004

Well - this week sucked pretty much. I went rock climbing last night and tore up my hands, they really hurt now. My muscles ache whenever I move. I didn't do hardly anything today. Yesterday I didn't get the chance to write. I'm planning something for my parents tomorrow morning - I can't say on here tho just incase they read it. I'll update laters cause I'm exhausted and just want to go to sleep.